My Deer
A poem . . .
Let it all down
Release the tension of thought
Let go of the lie that you must feel to know I am here
It’s okay sometimes you are blank and are like a deer in the Light
I look at you tenderly, purely, and gently
With kind tone, compassion, and unconditional love
The Light will breathe life and not death
No more swallowing the jagged deceit
The deceit of uncertainty of my adoration
Even a speck of doubt, no partnering my beloved
I look upon you my deer with the softest of eyes
You will learn these eyes for you and others
This takes time
And that’s okay
I never get tired of looking upon you
Upon Dusk Last Night . . .
A Song . . .
Smidge Of An Update . . .
As most of you know, I am taking a step back from mainstream Substack, YouTube, and ministry. Miss you guys. I continue to have “all of the emotions” but that’s okay. I felt this poem brew in me this morning from our Dad for us. We are loved guys, more than we will ever know.




Ashley your Abba father loves you so much. Rest in Him and let him refill your cup. You can give the overflow to others when He tells you to come back. I pray you can step back with confidence, ease, gratitude and knowledge that you are loved. Blessed daughter of the Most High
Yes, yes, yes - we walk by faith not feelings...He is here, He is here, HE IS HERE!!!
xxx